2025: The worst year of my life

2025 was marked by profound loss and grief following this author’s mother’s passing, prompting a strong rejection of traditional New Year’s resolutions.

Her favourite time of the year

This author reflects on their feelings after losing his mother, especially during the Christmas season, while sharing their experience with a friend.

Maybe baby

After a challenging time following the loss of his mother, excitement brews over a potential surrogate match for starting a family.

Lost connection

A conversation with this authors Mum’s long-time friend reveals a deep sense of loss and longing for connection.

Not My Tummy

An online session with ‘Not My Tummy’ inspired this author to start a new blog documenting their surrogacy journey to increase their chances of finding a surrogate.

My favourite place

A solitary walk up the hill offers a refreshing view of the countryside.

Panini Football Stickers, dinky cars and belly laughs

At his mum’s funeral, this author unexpectedly reconnects with a childhood friend, sparking nostalgic memories of their early years as friends.

My mom died

A death announcement.

I used to work in a video store

Memories of working at Xtravision still resonate through nostalgic encounters and connections with former customers.

Leica camera collection

This author details their journey with various cameras, culminating in the acquisition and exchange of several Leica models, including an M-D 262.

Billy the goat

Billy, the eco-lawnmower.

We're back in the hospital

Mum is enduring a challenging year of hospital visits and setbacks due to cancer treatment complications.

Mum’s Pavlova Recipe

This authors personal account describes learning to make Pavlova using a family recipe, successfully recreating the dessert for the first time.

We never worried about you. You always knew how to take care of yourself

Feeling overlooked and isolated often comes with being seen as capable and strong, as others forget to check in or offer support.

Playing games on jackbox.tv

An annual New Year’s tradition of playing games with married friends has become bittersweet as the couple is now separating, marking a loss of cherished moments.

Birds flying over the German's house

Observing a flock of blackbirds flying over the old “German’s house” evokes nostalgic memories of childhood and the seasonal rhythms of late summer.

It's been hectic!

Amidst the hectic process of selling his city house and moving to a country home, this author reflects on significant life changes, including family birthdays, car purchases, and a friend’s tragic loss, while managing their own surrogacy journey and concerns about a family member’s health.

Sale Agreed

After successfully accepting an offer on their city house, plans are set in motion for a new life in the countryside as they await a smooth sale.

Big Boys

The emotional final scene of ‘Big Boys’ resonates deeply with this author, evoking personal feelings of loss and reflection on friendship.

I am the guy I always wanted to be.

This author reflects on a photo from the pandemic that ultimately helped him realize he has become the confident person he always wanted to be.